II'M LOST!
ii dun reali understand muiiself le...
stop pushing mii to e EMO SIDE AGAIN!!!
who is jessica?

todae there 2 big sadded news fer mii!
1st - muii frendz
2nd - muii brother..

ii start feeling tt ii'm useless! ii'm not a gd frendz not a gd sister...
how ii wish ii wuld b more fierce more strong.. how ii wish ii wuld b mor different... but ii'm always tt J E S S I C A

muii dear boii! cann eu jus tell mii everything ii hab to neo! stop lieing to us... tt will onli hurt all of us.. stop hiding everything in ur heart!

IS II TOO HARD WORKING OR IS II HIDING FER E FACT?
ii reali cann't understand wht ii wan sometime... ii cann dun work 2 job le cosz ii hab choose to go bak ITE to studi. but how come ii still working? how ii wish ii cann faster quit tt toopidx job of mine... but den... whenn ii cc they nid ppl ii jus stay onn && bear wif everything...

ii jus dun reali understand... y am ii so weird frm other? sometime ii reali feel weird 2oo.. ii reali dun understand muiiself... ii'm getting more n more far frm everyone. ii'm no longer tt gurl, ii'm no longer tt jessica... den.. cann aniione tell mii??? who am ii?

gettting quesion tt y ii dun hab a bf..?
ii do wish to hab one... ii looking fer one... ii do nid a shoulder sometime
but problem always come to mii!
ii hab no confident! ii cann't accp guy! even talking osoo got problem liao! wht cann ii do????
how ii wish ii cann talk to penguin lorx!!!

wht the feeling of LOVE?LIKE?HATE?
all ii hab fergot le.. now ii osoo dunno is ii like penguin or jus a crush on him. humplex!... music accompany fer muii whole life... ii cann EMO after listening to one song...ii'm jus A CRAZIIZ FELLOW!

ii miss penguin...