tis is wht ii write out ytd nitex.. ii dun reali understand alot of thing now... question mark everywhere arund mii...
why!why!why till now my parents still dun understand mii???
ii alreadi dun understand muiiself den who will understand tis JESSICA GOH? && WHO IS SHE NOW?
&& WHO WILL OWAYS B BY MUII SIDE?
till the end ii was still alone! one person! facing muii everything!
II DUN LIKE CRYING! II DUN LIKE QUARREL! && II HATE IT~~
but ii jus cann't control muiiself! muii emo! muii tears! muii everything!
YES II'M A USELESS SISTER! II AGREE!
INFACT II MUIISELF IS VERY USELESS!
but why cann't anyone understand mii more?
ii'm a weak person! muii tears drp dwn easily!
NOT MATTER II QUARREL WIF WHO II WULD CRY! II WULD! II WULD!ii reali feel damn damn damn sadd now!
the oldest didn mean is the best thing of all...
BUT IS THE WORST!
how ii reali wish ii hab a brother/sister to dote mii jus like how ii dote muii brothers!
muii pillow is full of muii tears now... how am ii surpose to stop muii tears frm drping dwn? ii dunno....
HEY MAN!
JESSICA GOH!
HOW MANY TIME YOU HAB TO REMIND URSELF EU HAB TO B STRONG????? END UP????? YOU ARE JUS BULLSHITING! USELESS!
ii hate muii weakness! ii'm a person wif no temper! how ii wish ii hab!
ii reali reali reali dun understand muiiself well && who is tis jessica writing/typing tis thing? her soul?
IS SHE HAPPY?
ii though she is bak to normal? ii though she is reborning? ii though she is going to b fine? ii though she is getting stronger?
but y everything turn the other way???
mayb ii still need time to cure muii every scar but one scar haben recover the other come...
wht ii wan? wht ii need? ii dunnoo....
eu cann cc mii smile everydae but who neo ytd did ii cry alone in muii rm???? ii'm not tt gurl eu are thinking!!!!!!!! tml working.. ii osoo dunno how muii feeling will b???? acting happy again...... shit!why mus ii oways live in those acting live?????????????
am ii mature? or ii'm still very chiildish?
do ii hab extra love frm god?
PLS PUT URSELF IN MUII SHOES B4 EU CALL MII TO PUT MUIISELF IN UR SHOES!
cosz ii feel tt ii
muc more different!
muc more werid!
frm eu guys!
those hurt ii got is eu neber hab b4!
if kanna knock by a car cann let mii wash oways muii memorii ii wuld like to try.
MIA SOON!
II'M SAEING THE TRUE!
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