wht a tired dae...
so chicken de when sat ii rch jurong east bus interchange wanna tak bus to cousin huse there no more buses fer mii to tak to her huse bus stop.so bo bian de hab to walk all the way there... okkiiee counted as far. perhap is nitex time de tired while walking to her huse suddenly feel "kao! whenn ii wuld rch sio! like walking none stop!"
finally arund 12 something ii rch her huse.
asked her to hlp mii dl tt fotoshop, muii com dun hab some format so cann't dl! saw her edit muii LOVER ( aaron yan ya lun) foto NICE SIO! the main point of going to her bside calling her hlp mii dl fotoshop the other thing is learn fotoshop frm her. hahax... but once ii found out muii lappy canntz dl tt file ii look @ her editing not 5 min ii slp liao.
GO HER HUS SLP LOLX.
earli in e morning wak up to go work.
LATE FER WORK. COSZ II DIDN NEO THE TIMING FER 188.
LATE 10 MIN.
faster do muii opening. todae onli mii do opening.. cosz ying got trap inside the MRT. damn tired! after do finish everything ii feel like slpping. && hungry!!! manager call mii do OT fer todae. so ii work bcosz of $$, habing great fun during work! ii will oways b chitti n chatti during work! hahax.. tt more to the real jessica! hehex... but sometime do feel tired.
work OT todae until 8pm. actually is clsing de but ii dun wan.
@ tt middle part ii abit sian n tired liao. jus let mii sit dwn n head dwn on the table ii'm sure not more den 5 min ii cann slp liao. hahax... whenn ii dwn in a mood or tired ii will dun feel like talking very quiet && ii will speak damn soft.
hahax... saw the 2 new trainee.. not bad! not bad!
now adae was listening to song de go wif muii mood.
ask mii how muii mood now adae.
COMPLICATED!
ii neo he neo something. && i neo ii jus wasting of muii time to kip on like tis, so trying muii best to ferget him. ii think ii cann reali cann ferget him jus nid somemore time. ** ferget him as in ii like him, but rmb him as muii didi** but sometime ii did askk muiiself
WHT THE MEANING OF
L-I-K-E??no one cann understand the scar tt ii hab in muii heartx,
once a scar oways a scar.DUN EVER TOUCH THE DARK SIDE OF MINE! ITS HURTX
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳understand tis few sentence den eu will understand mii.
ii'm numb!DO II REALI LIKE HIM? IDK! BUT ALL II WANS IS FRENDZ.
JUS PRETENT EU DUNNO ANIITHING BA!
TT THE BEST WAY FER MII N EU! JUS MII, MUIISELF && JESSICA
SOMETIME EU DUN NID TO USE UR EYES/EARS TO CC N LISTEN
BUT USE UR HEARTX
&& EU WILL FIND SOMETHING SPECIAL.
other thing ii hab to face is heard tt muii mami kor is going to CMI.
although we not very close but ii still mus go.
god bless him! of cosz ii dun wish he wuld go,
the most worry thing fer mii now is muii grandma.
ii scare she too sadd canntz tak it.
the pain of losing a loves one is SUPER PAIN!
II STILL CANN FEEL THE PAIN RITEX NOW
II MISS MUII AH MA LOTZ!
WHENN EVER II CC AH MA/ AH GONG
II CC THEIR HAND II WILL OWAYS RMB TT LAST TIME WE WENT TO CC MUII AH MA!
&& SHE TEARS INFRONT OF US,
II GUESS SHE NEO SHE IS LEAVING US SOON....
II HOLD HER HAND.
AH MA II MISS EU!
AH GURL MISS EU!
tears drping onn muii pillow....
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