lunar new yr le!
happi new yr ^^
anii ang bao fer mii?
since is lunar new yr le n tml is chinese new yr lettz ferget abut those unhappi memory ba n start sumthing FRESH!
"muii ang mo nottz gd soo error dun blame mii arrhx!
and e last chap ii sae ii write muii storii ouutz using 3 paper!
nowz ii'm goiing thu post ouutz laa!
a longg longg one"
let start frm e beinging thu nowz sweetz 17th
well primary 1&2 ii was a gd gurl, but primary2 ii startthu lack spelling noo learn, h^mwork noo do, teacher teaching ii playing yya.. ii rmb ii oways get punish by teacher oways gottz complain by teacher XP yya laa! soo naughty!
1st ii start thu telz lie den steal! ii steal thing fer muiiself n frendz, ii lie stori thu classmate thu mak frendz but those lie onli cann ta han mii few month.. few month lattda lie broken frendz all gone & ii'm choped bad frendz, lier & stealer! thing goo miss in class confirm spot mii 1st!
the mos sinful thing ii did is steal muii papi piggy bank money! ii think tt was primary 3 or 4 storii ba!ii steal muii dadi hard working money n teach bad muii 2nd bro by calzing him thu steal tgh! whoos! bad sista! we steal le money bring thu sch n exchange all coin inthu notex! and everytiimee ii steal it didn rch $50 noo matter howz hard ii shake ee piggy bank!nowz think bakk! auntie eat muii money! theree shuld b $50 n above de! toopidx auntie! eat muii papi hardworking money shit eu arrhx!
we steal e 1st tiimee hand itch agaiin theree goo 2nd,3rd,4th and ... until papi n mami spot it. ohh noo! papi jus scold us n told us nottz thu do agaiin... muii nice papi ^^ neber ever scold us onli whenn he is very very angry wif us! ii neo he is very sadd cosz he wuld neber though tt his 2 toopidx child wilz goo steal money ba!but who neber steal, telz lies n do wrong thing b4? as longg eu arrhx human eu wilz do wrong thing de.nowz eu wilz startz thu think wheree hab those money gone?
ii cann trutly telz eu. whenn eu hab goodie thu ur frendz slowly slowly mor n mor people wilz cum n b frendz wif eu, once eu hab noo mor goodie wheree is those frendz? slapiing their bakside n sae bye bye thu eu wif ur goodie BLEAHX! thinking bak ii feel soo bad =[ mii and muii 2nd bro dunno steal how muc money frm e piggy bank le.
"ii promise ii gonna earn lottz lottz of money fer muii b.luved parents!"
"PROMISE!"
primary4! ii hate muii form teacher! after those toopidz lie n stealing ii try thu walk bakk thu muii beinging! tt noo lie noo stealing litter gurl. haiz.. ii areali choped by the other bad frendz le soo nowz noo frendz teacher put mii a side classmate thing lose mii 1st! even is muii thing classmate liikee it once she complain thu teacher, teacher wilz gettz tt thing frm mii n gib her!
"HEY WHTTZ THE F***ING TEACHER ARRHX EU! TT MINE! ARRRG~"
cann stilz rmb whttz tt teacher name! MR PEAK! frm phpps dunno if he is stilz in tt sch? ii goo bakk he stilz cann rmb mii! primary4 ii finally found a ture frendz rmb her name yya ellian she live blk 1 ii live blk# den after higher chinese lesson we oways walk h^m tgh cosz by the tiimee higher chinese lesson endz back gate hab areali lock upp!
yya ii'm bak thu normal le! primary5 ii was actually in em3 but den muii parents turst mii soo they put mii thu em2 although theree is bakstabber in class ii osoo pretent dun hab!everydae happi goo lucky. tt yr ii found muii 1st cha bo lisa. hahax.. whenn primary1&2 she areali is muii classmate is tt ii 2oo naughty le she dun liikee mii =[
primary5 ii studii very very hard! but end upp osoo FAIL!haiz..! work very hard leiix!collect alottz of gd sticker frm muii teacher neiix! end upp osoo FAIL!
parimary6 ii was bak thu em3 den ii mak frendz wif whole classmate ^^ c00l yya! cosz em3 class onli hab a few student onli.
[[phpps]] wisd0m6'02
boii-benjamin lim,benjamin tan,alex,ming hua,zhou quan,chin xian,kuan heng,samuel,morgan.
gurl-donna,shee hang, jing pei*lisa*, bao lian, wei ying& mii.
although tis grup of student is playful! noisy! naughty! but whenn is study tiimee they arrhx 100% gd student!ii stilz cann rmb wheree is muii classrm [[lvl4 last classrm]]
after sch naughty ones wilz nottz goo h^m but goo play arund n fer mii ii'm one of them.everydae fool arund @ blk13 playgrund yya tt ritez we oways play theree tt our memory.. gurl oways gottz chase by those 4 toopidx guy T.T runn liikee siiao everytiimee.. neber goo h^m but goo blk13 den wilz oways b mii, donna, shee hang [[sumtiimee lisa]], bao lian, alex, ben tan, ben lim, ming hua, we oways play catching theree... but tt was funn eu neo!
one yr very shortz those funn hab endz after tt yrs. we all goo thu diff sch. of cosz ii enter wif sum of muii primary6 classmate though tt was a gd one but nopee tt was nottz!
ctss tt was muii sch, muii secondary sch life start theree..ii gottz in thu 1A3'03 wif alex,ben tan, lisa n wayne muii primary5 [[different class in primary6]] frendz. though we arrhx frendz @ primary sch soo is secondary ba as ii sae nopee! our frendship break onn secondary sch!
stori change! muii frendz in secondary is muii 4 cha bos [[lisa, amanda, isabella, jacqueline]] mii n lisa didn even talk thu ben tan n alex after we enter secondary sch -stranger- even sumtiimee ii wanna caht wif alex mine mind osoo goo emtpy ii scare he wilz shoot mii words bak soo ii shut muii mouth n dun talk thu him. secondary 1&2 life is okkiiee cosz ii hang ouutz wif cha bos neber talk soo muc wif classmate.
but secondary 3&4 life change! BIG CHANGE!neber ever though this kind of thing wilz happen thu mii agaiin! whenn muii cha bos startiing thu neo those guy in class, those guy in class spoted mii if nottz ii'm stilz a invisable gurl thu them they osoo won't neo gottz tis gurl in tis class!classmate start thu mock mii ii didn do aniithing n they start those crap!tt tiimee ii was thinking
"HEY MAN! DID II DO SUMTHING WRONG?"
ii try thu bear it cosz ii dun wan thu trouble muii parents cosz teacher areali longg tiimee neber calz muii parents upp since primary5 onwards.
although alex seem thu change thu the other alex which ii didn neo but ii neo tt alex ii neo is stilz inside sumwheree of his hearttx, 1 yr frendz ii cann neo him cosz he is reali a gd frendz thu everybody. he tak gd care of his surround people.he is nottz a very naughty or bad guy is onli tt his mouth liikee thu shoot people. if he gottz gf tt gurl wuld b e luckii ones! tis is whttz ii oways telz muii cha bos!
secondary 4 last yr in scondary sch live!
4A3'06 osoo didn't lettz mii off! they mock mii mor n pass those sicking crap thu other classes, recess tiimee ii scare thu goo thu canteen cosz is liikee sum secondary 4 student wilz cc mii liikee ccing an alien.
"SOO II AM AN ALIEN NOTTZ HUMAN! NOWZ II DEN NEO 10S YYA 4A3'06"
sumtiime ii bear tilz ii canntz ta han feel liikee taking e sch chair n smack them! ii dun mind ii gottz in to gurl h^m but dun eu think tis is 2oo silly? ii didn do aniithing wrong man!
guess whttz ii did @ last?
BEAR IT! SOLLOW IT! ii cry @ nitex whenn ever ii think bakk... ii cry wif the rain who neo? rmb gottz one period ii throw muiiself ina dark rm in muii hearrtx laa! tt tiimee is the horrible tiimee hahax.. noo smile, noo talk, walking liikee noo soul everydae 1 face thu sch! teacher sae joke ii neber laugh. ii change muiiself inthu other jessica
even muii cah bos talk thu mii ii osoo neber open muii mouth thu talk bak. usally recess we goo eat tgh but tt period ii neber ii runn oways, ii hide frm them! sch bell rang ii runn off wifout aniione neo. noo one neo wheree ii goo after tt. summtiimee ii osoo cann't find muiiself bak, ii dun hate them but ii hate muiiself y am ii soo usless? ii angry wif muiiself! how cum this kind of thing wilz cum thu mii? cann't ii b liikee normal gurl? making boii frendz?
"SOO II CANN ONLI MAK FRENDZ WILZ GURL LAA!"
those guy mak muii 100 confident drp all e way dwn thu 0 [[ZERO]]
how horrible isitz!
everydae same thing!
rch h^m bath lock rm open music as loud as possible! sing ouutz loud wif e music thu fa xie muii feeling!
eu neo whttz? tt period whenn ii'm souless they stilz mock mii! n ii'm areali dead soo noo feeling!
ii use thu put muii msn nick
jessica goh was anounce dead onn [[dae]] [[tiimee]]. she wuld b bak aniimor!
a gurl who is totally dead!
"HAPPI MA 4a3'06"
they mak mii scare of goiing thu sch & making new frendz.
soo ii pon alotz of dae onn muii secondary4 life...ii neber goo is all muii excuse! ii hate thu cc them they dunno howz they push mii thu SCARE OF GOIING THU SCH tis 5 words!
whenn ii'm bak thu muiiself those mock hab stop.
ii cann't find bakk muii confident aniimor, the wound of 4A3'06 is a deep cut! even is recover it stilz hab a scar in muii hearttx! noo matter howz mani yrs it oways theree cosz scar is oways scar it won't disappear. IT WAS A DEEP DEEP CUT
finally ii bear finish secondary4
noo one neo n feel howz scare ii am whenn ii goiing thu ite life. ii scare storii repeat agaiin! mocking, bakstabbing n talking crap! soo ii didn talk muc thu other frendz in muii ite class! RP'07 ii onli talk thu muii new frendz! n is they talk thu mii 1st b4 ii talk thu them ^^
ii hab confident whenn people cum talk thu mii.
ii hab confident wif guy whenn tt guy cum n tak thu mii.
"TT WHY II SCARE OF TALKING THU GUYS"
"TT WHY TILZ NOWZ II DUN HAB ANII BF"
"SOO NEWZ FRENDZ OUUTZ THEREE IF II CHAT WIF EU IN MSN II WILZ B MOE CHATTY BUT IN FACE THU FACE II WILZ B VERY DIFFERENT UNLESS EU TALK THU MII MOR N GIB MII CONFIDENT!"
even tilz nowz 2 yrs pass muii confident jus grow abit onli! 10%
loadzing another 90%
PROTECTION!
ii neo the feeling of nottz being protected soo ii try muii best thu protect those people arund mii, muii luvs ones.. if they sadd ii wilz oways b theree fer them.but who reali understand mii?
actually ii'm the one who reali
NID TT PROTECTION!
ii cry wif rain who neo ii'm crying? noo one!
ii cry in the nitex. who neo ii'm crying?
ACCP MII!II NEO!
ii may l00k very strong @ e outside!
but ii osoo hab tt weakness part in the inside!
although ii selmon angry or gib attidue
& oways trying muii best thu hlp eu guys ouutz theree
PLS DUN TAK THU KINDNESS AS S-H-I-T!
II'M REALI REALI VERY TRIED!!
ii cann dun nid tt protection & try muii best thu protect muiiself
but sumtiimee ii osoo nid tt person by muii side
but ii hab lose muii confident in them how wuld ii find muii him?
luv the ones eu luv
cherrish the ones around eu!
*ii mayb habing SPEACIAL protection frm god ba^^*
but think bakk
hey ii soo naugthy how wuld it b?
but god luv his child ^^
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