lolx... bettda dun lett muii dad neo ytd ii chat on e phone tilz 6 den slp! if nottz confirm kanna scolding de! actually ii wan slp le jus tt got 2 people dun fang guo wo T.T hahax...
den did share those unhappy secondary story wif muii frendz onn phone. hahax... but reali if eu askk mii y ii wilz get bully ii osoo dunno... mayb they happi? but those who neber get bulli b4 will never understand e pain, those scare, everything tt ii feel tt tiimee... ii neo during tt EMO period muii frendz osoo dun care abut mii jus leave mii alone... whenn everything bak to normal muii frendz jacqueline told mii whenn ii was @ tt EMO period bell told them not to care abut mii.. cosz they askk mii quesion ii neber answer them bak
but they wuld ever neo do reali happen to mii! untill muii lisa callz mii fer a talk den ii told her everything... well ii'm a person who dunno how to kai kou dunno how to reject the others... den after tt lisa told them thing go bak to normal... haiz... whenn ii heard tt ii feel abit shock laa but things hab pass soo ferget it ba.
den after tt on phone wif hannah n new made frendz [calvin]
ii askk them does muii face look soo easy to b bully or very qian bian liikee tis.. den hannah sae she dunno cosz she neo mii going to b 2 yrs le, calvin reply mii mayb ii look innocent... if is bcosz of this ii think they arrhx to chlidish laa! they wuld't neo how they force mii to tt EMO period even changing of class sit ii wuld cry osoo!
hahax.. ii think they have ferget le ba!
they let mii scare of sching!
they let mii scare of relationship!
they let mi scare of boiis!
they let mii lose muii smiles!
they let mii scare of making new frendz!
they let mii lose muii confidents!
they let mii hate myself fer being myself!
&& they arrhx now happy playing wif their own life!
whttz cann ii do? jus shut up n try to ferget those hurt, those scar they leave fer mii trying to heal them but oways think bak it wilz bleed like hell! sumtime do reali wish to get an car accident den ferget everything! lose memory! jus liikee whttz ii do during tt EMO period!
I HATE MYSELF!
i'm e onli person which cann save myself & yet i gib up hope
god dote every chlid he create ritex my dearest god ^^
no matter who arrhx eu, jade emper, jesus ( sori fer e wrong spelling)...etc god! ii believe every god de chu zai.
&& ii believe eu dote everyone of us.
NO MATTER
TALL/SHORT
FAT/SLIM
GOOD/BAD
TOOPIDX/SMART
EU WILZ STILZ LOVE THEM OWAYS!
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