我一定要早会属于我 自己 吴婕恩 的自信。

ii always try my best to bulid up my outward appearance confident but there will always have this group of people kip crashing it.

FINE!

ii dunno how many times ii have to repeat this! ii wanted to let it go! ii wanted the scar in my heart to disappear but whtever have happen in the past it would not change.

ii dunno why everytime ii wanted to bulid up my confident there always ppl crushing it down. why when ever ii'm proud of myself they will always pull mii down to the bottom?

YES! II KNOW! II KNOW! THOSE FOTOS II TOOK DUN LOOK LIKE MII. BUT DUN EU THINK TT JESSICA IN THE FOTOS HAVE MUCH CONFIDENT DEN THE ONE EU ALWAYS SEE? ii envy tt jessica in the fotos. she is gorgeous.

my heart is empty now.
ii dunno wht to say.
there nothing fer mii to say.
what fer ii typing all this thing?
cause ii have repeated this topic over and over again...
&& there will always be peoples who do it over and over again....
nvm jus hold on to the pain.

LET IT FLOW. LET IT FLOW. JUST LET IT FLOW.

ii believe one day there 1 person who will understand mii even ii dun speak a word.
ii believe one day there 1 person who will hlp mii cover my weakness.
ii believe one day there 1 person who will let mii feel in his eyes ii'm a very gorgeous girl. even he dun look at those fotos.
ii believe one day tt this person will not crush my confident but bulid tgh with mii.

how ii wish ii was at the esplanade now.
tt the place will take always my sorrow.